#9

holidayyyyyy

much needed rest sort of accomplished.

went to fraser's with the family, mom's side.

i have to say i was rather skeptical at first.

then i was like oh fuck it, i'll just go.

and we reached there just in time for lunch.

the weather there was gorgeous of course.

sunny as it was, it was cold!

and i loved every bit of it.

okay so friday, we bummed around the bungalow thingy.

that place is huge, like fuh-reek-king cool.

so yeah after nasi lemak we played some cards.

gin rummy as usual.

as usual, jessica did a jessica and everyone was pissed off.

can't help myself sometimes *grins*

so after cards everyone went to bathe

and dinner was being prepared

dinner was steamboat, lover-ly!

and then some more gin rummy and taboo for supper

slept at like 4-ish after the massive battle

next morning i was woken up by shanti and sam spooning me

i really wouldn't have gotten up if sam wasn't suffocating me

so saturday we wanted to do some activities but ray ray was having issues

so we just spent the morning doing some archery

which was pretty cool except for the massive bruise i got from elbow to wrist

its like i'm deformed or something now

but oh well at least i didn't kill anyone or anything

so after archery we thought of taking the kiddies horse riding

although i must say i was not in the happiest of moods when i found out

that we were going to pay to ride on malnourished horses.

luckily they were closed for lunch so we headed of for lunch

ray ray thought he had the best idea ever and dragged us all to god knows where

to find out that there wasn't any food there so we had to go to this malay place

which was crowded because i think that was the only place with food

in the whole of fraser's hill, god damn!

so yeah malay food, not a big fan

me, shanti, sam and julien sat and one side

the rest of them sat the other side where you only can order nasi goreng

and nothing else which was the reason the 4 of us sat the other side anyways

so out of hunger i ordered nasi ayam kunyit

and i don't know if i was that hungry or what but it was yummy

after lunch ray ray thought paddle boat would be nice but the place was closed

so we went trekking instead, we did like 4 trails in an hour plus

the hemmant trail, the kindersley trail, the abu suradi trail (ray ray said it's a terrorist trail) and the mager trail

after that we just went back

so we went back to the bungalow

we played captain ball and then

flew kites, literally

played pictionary, girls vs boys as usual

endens me and shants went out to get "supplies"

which was beer for the guys

we came back all tired to find that everyone ate without us

that really put us in a mood

so we had dinner anyway

dinner was rasam and sardin and ikan bilis and fried eggs

i know it sounds very plain but in that weather, it was divine

so after dinner guess what?

we played *wait for it* GIN RUMMY!

yeahh all the way till like 4 again

then at 4.30 after everyone was asleep me and shants got out

we went to the pine tree trail which is supposed to take 7 hours long

and is the most challenging one

so we packed food, torch lights, lighters, salt, and a whole load of camping supplies

and we went on the trail

and it was fucking tiring and dangerous and scary

there was no reception on either of our phones and we forgot to leave everyone a note saying where we went

so we went like all the way up and came back down

it's 5km up and then another 5 down

it didn't take us 7 hours really, more like 4

i think 7 hours is when you stop at every plant and look out for the random birds

so yeah we were beat when we came down and had some breakfast

then we went driving a little then back to the bungalow

when we went back we got the screwing of our lives

then shanti got real "annoyed" that nobody followed the plan on saturday

so we made our own and actually followed it

i just wanted to sit down.

everyone was packing and cleaning up

then we left and i fell asleep in the car

woke up in rawang at some curry house for lunch

ate there but i really wasn't in the mood for eating

after that everyone came over here

jerrick is so super cute now

he screams and squeals

he likes talking to jynxie who responds

its just too cute

we played party scrabble here

then *wait for it* GIN RUMMY!!

haha, its the family sport i guess

then we walked appu and jynxie

played in the park with jaydon and jermaine

came home and had roti canai for din dins

then everyone went back home to unpack

i must admit, that was a wicked awesome weekend

oooh we found a 6 room bungalow in fraser's

belongs to ktm meaning we can get it for 100 bucks only

awesome...lol

ok i'm dead tired now and i need to pee really really badly!

xx

#7

i shall call this one my story post. cuz i need to get back into writing shape.

my grammar is getting horrible. i'm just writing for the fun of it. not for it to be published or made into a play or something. just writing to practice writing so bear with me. read with an open mind i guess, and at the end of it all don't make judgements on anyone!

The Untold Story

                There was once a girl, I can't tell you her name yet so we'll just call her P. P had the most luxurious life ever. She was the only girl in her family and was daddy's little girl. Daddy went out of his way to do everything he could so that his little girl had everything she wanted before she even knew what she wanted. She knew she was loved and despite all the attention, she was never overly spoilt and was always humble.

               Time passes and little Miss P grew up. She had many friends who loved her and whom she loved. She had her number of boyfriends in high school but nothing too serious. She knew her limits and she never crossed them. She was a bright student with an ambition to match. She knew what she wanted in life, she set goals for herself and made sure she did what she could to achieve them. Everyone had high hopes on her because they knew she had what it takes to be successful and that she'd make them all proud one day.

               So high school came to an end. P didn't even wait to decide about the future, she already knew what she wanted and was so certain of it that she started college while everyone else was still hanging out and getting temporary jobs. 

             One day, P met someone. We'll call him S. S wasn't the best looking guy P had seen, or the smartest or the tallest either, but something inside P told her that this was the one. With that, P fell down a deep, dark hole called love. Since the beginning P knew that S was not as honest as he could have been but still P loved him with all her heart. P was so sure that S would change someday when he realizes his mistakes and that P would always be by his side come what may.

               What P didn't realize was that she was letting go of everything and everyone around her. She neglected her studies, she neglected her family, she neglected everything but S. Her world revolved around S. S, on the other hand didn't place so much importance on P and almost always took her for granted. P knew this and to her, it didn't matter at all because she loved S with every single fibre of her being.

              Yes, P was being stupid and she knew it. She couldn't, however, stop loving S. S was still everything she could ever need. She'd give up everything just for S. S either knew this and was making use of her or didn't know it. Either way, it was eating away at P's heart and she was not herself anymore. She became depressed but she didn't want anyones help. She became withdrawn and wouldn't talk as much as she would. She drifted far away from God. She'd sit in front of the computer for hours and sit in her room and not come out. She became a different person and people were beginning to notice.

             She still wouldn't tell anyone her problems. She couldn't bear admitting her stupidity. She thought she could somehow fix everything or everything would somehow fix itself. Until today, she is this possessed person not knowing what to do or how to open up. This is the end of the story for what will happen next, I do not know. Although I tell of this story, I am not the author, merely a story teller and I have no say in where the story goes because little Miss P is actually not so little Miss Jessica Hope Divakaran.

The End.

today

the day you piss me off,

the day you gonna regret even after you're dead

*headdesk*

i fucking give up on this so called superflous family!

#5

such expertise i can't stop thinking about it

#4

sigghhh i'm still surviving
well the week went pretty well i would say
quite a lot of excitement
too much excitement actually
what with visitors in the wee hours of the morning
and smuggling cupcakes out the kitchen
fausti would know...lol!
fausti i told you and nobody else!


umm yeahh
fruit basket arranging for mothers day in church
so tiring
met vinod after ages
i think he's still growing taller
totally sucks man


let's wait and see what this week has to bring.

the mere thought of him puts butterflies in my tummy
and now i'm even more confused than ever!

#3

a prisoner in my own house?
no way!
i'm leaving as soon as i get the chance
nobody is ever going to tell me what to do
against my will some more
i am leaving
i've had it with this bullshit.
the minute i start fixing something
another problem comes along.
i've stopped myself too many times
no wonder i'm depressed
trying to please so many people
that don't even care or appreciate the effort!