#2

I really think I am going through depression.
Yesterday I was crying waterfalls for no reason.

No call from Amar yet.
I'm hoping he calls later with good news.

Those people that are calling me a liar really need to get their heads straight on.
Like honestly, even if I did lie what the fuck do they care anyways
as if they care so much about me.
The most they're gonna care when I'm gone is
there's gonna be 1 person less to bitch about.

Tomorrow the results for the local uni application is coming out.
I really don't want to go miles away from home
in some rut where there's nothing to do but study.
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Now playing: Leona Lewis - Forgive Me (Prod. by Akon)
via FoxyTunes

the boredom.

So I withdrew from my course in college.
And I wasted my parents' money.
And everyone's efforts.
Not to mention the disappointment I brought on a few people.

I am sorry but I stick with my decision.
Amar is trying to get me that job
or so he says...

I deleted my previous blogs because I don't want to be
that old Jessica anymore.
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