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i shall call this one my story post. cuz i need to get back into writing shape.

my grammar is getting horrible. i'm just writing for the fun of it. not for it to be published or made into a play or something. just writing to practice writing so bear with me. read with an open mind i guess, and at the end of it all don't make judgements on anyone!

The Untold Story

                There was once a girl, I can't tell you her name yet so we'll just call her P. P had the most luxurious life ever. She was the only girl in her family and was daddy's little girl. Daddy went out of his way to do everything he could so that his little girl had everything she wanted before she even knew what she wanted. She knew she was loved and despite all the attention, she was never overly spoilt and was always humble.

               Time passes and little Miss P grew up. She had many friends who loved her and whom she loved. She had her number of boyfriends in high school but nothing too serious. She knew her limits and she never crossed them. She was a bright student with an ambition to match. She knew what she wanted in life, she set goals for herself and made sure she did what she could to achieve them. Everyone had high hopes on her because they knew she had what it takes to be successful and that she'd make them all proud one day.

               So high school came to an end. P didn't even wait to decide about the future, she already knew what she wanted and was so certain of it that she started college while everyone else was still hanging out and getting temporary jobs. 

             One day, P met someone. We'll call him S. S wasn't the best looking guy P had seen, or the smartest or the tallest either, but something inside P told her that this was the one. With that, P fell down a deep, dark hole called love. Since the beginning P knew that S was not as honest as he could have been but still P loved him with all her heart. P was so sure that S would change someday when he realizes his mistakes and that P would always be by his side come what may.

               What P didn't realize was that she was letting go of everything and everyone around her. She neglected her studies, she neglected her family, she neglected everything but S. Her world revolved around S. S, on the other hand didn't place so much importance on P and almost always took her for granted. P knew this and to her, it didn't matter at all because she loved S with every single fibre of her being.

              Yes, P was being stupid and she knew it. She couldn't, however, stop loving S. S was still everything she could ever need. She'd give up everything just for S. S either knew this and was making use of her or didn't know it. Either way, it was eating away at P's heart and she was not herself anymore. She became depressed but she didn't want anyones help. She became withdrawn and wouldn't talk as much as she would. She drifted far away from God. She'd sit in front of the computer for hours and sit in her room and not come out. She became a different person and people were beginning to notice.

             She still wouldn't tell anyone her problems. She couldn't bear admitting her stupidity. She thought she could somehow fix everything or everything would somehow fix itself. Until today, she is this possessed person not knowing what to do or how to open up. This is the end of the story for what will happen next, I do not know. Although I tell of this story, I am not the author, merely a story teller and I have no say in where the story goes because little Miss P is actually not so little Miss Jessica Hope Divakaran.

The End.